The Twin Cities Rainbow Chaser

moving across the country…to discover what God has in store

Origination

on November 8, 2011

Oh dear.  How long has it been?  I don’t even want to try to think about that.  But, I will pause to figure out what was going on last time…pause!  Oh man, so that didn’t help at all.  So, I went to the, umm, “About Me” page (or, as I call it “Where I’ve Been”)…that’s why it took me so long to get back to you 😉

Oh man–I just used a smiley in my blog post!  Wow.  Anyways, I learned something from that other page.  I have lost sight of the purpose of this blog!  Way back then, whenever I developed that info page, I said that this blog was

“about returning to the heart of my six-year old self…the one who had a joy that I can’t describe.  It’s about warming up to the possibilities of a real relationship with a real Christ.”

Hmmm.  So, what have my last few postings been about?  I have spent my time complaining about my roommate (while claiming to not complain), wallowing in the unknown, and, on one occasion, reveling in simple beauty.  That might be swayed into the darker side of emotions.  But, when I look back, I feel like my thoughts are painfully self-centered.  It’s hard to figure out how I will ever get my heart back to that six-year old heart.

I have just got to:

1. Stop wallowing in the negative.

2. Dwell in the positive.

3. Recognize that I have no power.

4. Revel in knowing that God has the power.

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